How can I move on from a breakup and rebuild myself?

I failed twice in love. It\'s been just a month that I broke up.

I have so much to say. I didn\'t get the proper closure too. He just stopped messaging me.

I can keep thinking what I can. The brain has become so restless at night specially.

Somedays I cry myself to sleep. But that does not mean I am blaming my ex for misery.

I am not really negative about all breakup. But there is absence of positive thoughts.

I kind of feel that void. That void itself is good-- it tells me about my weakness. The weakness which were somewhere hidden.

I try different coping mechanism such as reading books which does not have bias. I try meditating.

All of that helps you know your weakness.

The pain thing is real. But it comes with power too. There is this infinite energy flowing-- not bad not good. I can channalise it for better things.

All of my life I\'ve focused on stability-- whether in relationships, career etc. I kind of hated that uncertainty, which definitely exists. I have started becoming acceptant to the idea. Not everything will last forever. Not itself your life.

The driving thing nowadays is dance,music and writing. The hard feeling flows through with that --- and restlessness vanishes for moment. And this drive is moving me ahead.

It will take time to heal. But I am damn sure. That I will grow as a person again. I will be much more empathetic towards other being than I am.

And it\'s all good.🙃